& who knew it could be so hard

Gratitude is the
hardest of all emotions to
express.
There is no
word
capable
of conveying
all that one
feels.
Until we reach
a world where
thoughts can be
adequately
expressed
in
words
"thank you"
will have to do.

A.P.Gouthey

This feels like the End

My previous post was,heh, written for a competition. The title was suppose to be about Ipoh,but i suppose,i deviated didn't i?








Cheerio

Then there came this one day,where nothing else was Relevant.

& I remember now why I decided to bring my camera out more often.

Cheerio.

This is a story about a Girl

I saw you Once and it was Enough
You asked me what I wanted,I want you
But instead I replied "I'll have some fries"
So mesmerized,my heart was over driving through
I saw your name and unashamed
I searched within 500miles to find
Any clue as just to know who I've fallen for

Valium Skies

Reflections

cheerio

Perhaps this shall be my final Goodbye.

we all need a little music to spice up our lives.

cheerio

You were.

Some Fresh Perspective.

Let me tell you a story,true or not,thats up to you to decide.

It began ,in the not too distant future,not so far from now.It was like every day,get back from Uni,take a shower,eat,assignments and sleep.This became some sort of a routine,waking up to no expections,no anomalies. Being happy was one thing,being genuinely happy was another,back in Uni,everyone had a smile as if life was good.

Life wasn't good,it was bearable,everyone has tutorials,test,exams,quizzes,classes,assignments and between that balancing social life and the whats.Everyone had problems,and all of them dealt with their problems differently,there were those than smoked either some fags or joints,some exercised,some played computer games,some took out their frustration breaking stuff and there were of course those whom would self inflict pain to get away from it all.There also those who would just run,for how long,no one knew.

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i give up,don't feel like writing anymore






cheerio.

They told me.I didn't Listen & now I drown in my own mistakes.

Sometimes i wish i could post more personal things on a blog,but then again it's so public that isn't possible.

On a totally random note,i realize my life can be turn into those movies minus the happy ever after ending.haha









Cheerio

The past is better left where...

...it was than trying to relive it every day.

Shades of Blue

My biological clock is messed up,period.
I start the day at roughly 12pm,have my first meal aka breakfast at 1pm.lunch at 7pm and dinner at around 2am.Sleep is normally around 4 or 5 am .
This routine has been going on for nearly 2 weeks now and since exams are over,i am struggling to get back to a normal persons sleeping pattern.Neither did i know that i am seriously sleep deprived.






Cheerio.

It is better to have loved once than to never love at all,and I can live with that.

The longest title i've had since ,let me think,forever.
Random thoughts are scaring me.
"Thinking of that girl who wouldn't care less about me"
See,i told ya.
Quick Updates
1.2 more papers
2.Friday is my last paper and it's Spec math
3.Got my camera back.
4.I'll tell you when I have an idea.


Time to hit to books.





Cheerio.

If time weren't so precious.

Somethings in Life I realise too late.

Cheerio.

& they told me to never look back

Rule 1 : Stay Away and nobody gets hurt.

"i hate you",the letters appear one by one across the black screen like clockwork.I don't know what to make of this,it's 3 in the morning and i'm still rushing a business proposal thats due later for work.
"We shouldn't talk to each other anymore"
"And I mean it".All the words fit together perfectly like puzzle pieces put together for the first time.I was hoping there was no more to come,it was hurting as much as it could ever be.
"We can still text each other",more words had appeared on the screen in front of me.
What could I say?I couldn't argue with you,I wouldn't,it was already lost without a fight.
"okay." i typed out reluctantly.
"bye",the last words i would ever see.
*User is currently offline*
I wish it didn't have to come to this,but it did.I could have very well lied,but i chose not to.
"So much for thinking ahead "i thought to myself.
The very rule I had tried very hard to uphold was a lost cause.The very rule meant to protect everyone else was broken.I sat there,wondering this rule that had never really seemed to work.Perhaps I should have just stuck to the fort I had well fortified instead of lowering the bridge just a little bit.
I would have told you so much more,but my conscious told me better.You already had someone else.

Cheerio.